So, I honestly don't know what to write about this time. I'm not really feeling much- still. I know. It's a complete flatline. Anyways, I'm currently out of town, state, country. I'm sitting on the porch at the cottage in Canada on the big family reserve/campground. Everyone here is related to me in some shape or form. And there are a LOT of people here. I meet at least one new person- usually more than one- every year. I love being away from home. It seems like I can breathe easier, like I'm more comfortable. I'm more in control and I can think clearly. For the last week I have just enjoyed being here. Every one here speaks French, but I catch enough of it to know what's going on.
Anyways, I don't really have much passion for anything anymore. I don't know. I know I'll find it again, but right now I just need time to recooperate I guess. I hope I find it again anyways....I don't want to be any more lost than I already am.
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